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I feel like I haven’t talked about much of anything lately. I think because I found myself...

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:07:28 -0400

I feel like I haven’t talked about much of anything lately. I think because I found myself lost. I got rid of facebook to learn that we all depend on one another for entertainment, for love, for respect. Granted I still kept my Twitter and this site, but I’m rarely on here anymore and Twitter doesn’t ever hear my secrets so I’m not really sure whats to come from this post.

I guess leaving the major media site I learned everyone is hiding. Hiding behind words they write, songs they reblog, photos they take. I’ve yet to find a person whose raw, open. And hell I’m not so why would I expect anyone else to be or find someone that is? I guess I’m stuck in this rut and I’m not too sure how to get out of it. The last time I felt like this I came here, and I wrote. Everyday or every so often I’d post my feelings in poem form or in story format. And I guess to work myself out of it again I need to start writing again. I need to be raw. So hey guys, I’m back.

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wewantcup: A guy walks into a bar and orders an ovechkin. Bartender asks “what the hell is an...

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:58:57 -0400

wewantcup:

A guy walks into a bar and orders an ovechkin. Bartender asks “what the hell is an ovechkin?” Guy answers ” it’s a White Russian with no ice and no cup”

THE RANGERS WON THEIR SERIES. HELLO BEING ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE CUP!

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:57:10 -0400

THE RANGERS WON THEIR SERIES. HELLO BEING ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE CUP!

testki3: Black Veil Brides - In The End

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:51:48 -0400

testki3:

Black Veil Brides - In The End

stjemini: This is a song for the lonely, parted, and broken.

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:42:01 -0400

stjemini:

This is a song for the lonely, parted, and broken.

themisadventuresofmaddy: do you ever feel like you’re just sort of there like all your friends go...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:42:26 -0400

themisadventuresofmaddy:

do you ever feel like you’re just sort of

there

like all your friends go out and do things and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone

like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything

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Sun, 12 May 2013 15:39:06 -0400

Honestly, SEX,

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:36:40 -0400

geovanni-vee:

Is no big deal to me in a relationship.

yes, i do LOVE SEX dont get me wrong. Ill have sex everyday if i could lol

but, if the mental and heart connection is there, and intense?

sex is the last thing on my mind.

Let me in your head,
Tell me your dreams,
Your hopes and desires,
Be honest with me,
Feel vulnerable,
But also trust me with your life.

thats the best orgasm anybody can give me.

And i truely mean this.

transmann: My dad at 29, me at 2 weeks. Me at 29, my boy at 2...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:35:35 -0400

transmann:

My dad at 29, me at 2 weeks. Me at 29, my boy at 2 weeks.

this has got to be the best thing i have seen on tumblr so far, i love this way too much.

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Sun, 12 May 2013 15:35:06 -0400

Each ball weighs differently, causing each one to bounce to a...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:33:33 -0400

Each ball weighs differently, causing each one to bounce to a specific height, and when precisely placed in the dust pans and thrown down… 2013

ramblingsofanangryirishman: Kristen Bell wins all the Mothers...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:33:21 -0400

ramblingsofanangryirishman:

Kristen Bell wins all the Mothers Day awards

ooddles: titlefightclub: iu2: Coffee stain portrait by Hong...

Sun, 12 May 2013 15:30:08 -0400

ooddles:

titlefightclub:

iu2:

Coffee stain portrait by Hong Yi

are you serious

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Story Time So I haven’t been on in a while and I suppose its because I didn’t know what...

Thu, 02 May 2013 18:00:00 -0400

Story Time So I haven’t been on in a while and I suppose its because I didn’t know what to write or how I felt or anything really. But I think I got all my thoughts sorted out. The truth is I try to move on and I can’t and I am helplessly maybe in love but probably not really with a person I can’t have. Or rather not in the sense that I want them but this is being written because oh recent events.

I thought I found a gentleman. A genuine honest really good guy, but in the end he ended up being the most disgusting cad of them all. I should probably set up the scene. So here goes….

Thursday night a friend was celebrating her 21st at a club for her underage friends…I invited a guy my friend knew I’ve ‘liked’ but never fully acted upon because I don’t like knowing I have previous feelings in existence. Now everyone had a nice time blah blah at the end of the night friend and boy i invited kissed- it was a harmless birthday kiss whatever. But the girl knowing I was inviting him before knowing I have ‘liked’ him decided to basically tell me I needed to not like him anymore because she kissed him. Excuse me? So I confronted the kid and he was like she did all this knowing you liked me and blah blah so to make the story short he told me he doesn’t like her but likes me. So we were suppose to make plans and what not before he left, but in between that night and making the plans I was told this guy has a girlfriend… by everyone… someone close to the girlfriend so ha I approached him about that because um thats not something you ignore. And all he had to say was oh I’m single those people are lying… funny bc even the friend who likes him not and told me to back down told me you had a girlfriend. ANYWAYS. So this kid repeatedly has told me up and down how my friendship means a lot to him and this and that and has asked me to partake in something I didn’t want to but since I wouldn’t he went to the friend and she had to make it public knowledge what she was doing and so I again confronted him about that asking if what he’s asking me to do he’s asking someone else and guess what he ignored the question and told me he was going to ignore it. COOL STORY BRO. because that makes me think you’re fucking stellar…

so back to now, he kept saying how before he left we were going to hang out and this and that but he all of a sudden was busy and blah dee blahh i come to find out he went out with this supposed friend of mine who he supposedly doesnt like. So I texted him and ended the friendship and the kid said I had nerve for jumping to conclusions without asking him about things… Im sorry but photographic evidence speaks loudly kid. So now I’m currently waiting to hear his side of the story. But I know everything because this girl has to document everything about her life… its stupid. Anyways. It made me realize how unfair I treated said guy I like… and haven’t been able to really get over. It made me realize although shit sucked and ended bleckish he was honest with me every step of the way. And that just makes me feel so shitty because I made him up to be this awful person and he isn’t he’s actually been the most decent one… which is probably why he’s the one I gave it up too. I knew I could trust him despite it all and I don’t regret that. And I miss him terribly. Too bad I won’t tell him how I truly feel.

The End

Conclusion I hate girls, and this is why I don’t have many that I like or interact with. Bitches be Hos.

tvboo: sexualdesigns: Those moments. Those entire nights. You...

Thu, 02 May 2013 17:42:31 -0400

tvboo:

sexualdesigns:

Those moments. Those entire nights. You have her all to yourself. She just lies there watching the movie infront of you. Her arms tucked up infront of her. Her hands nestled beneath her head. You watch how her body moves as she breathes. Your eyes roaming all over her skin. Then you touch her, just resting you upon her hip softly. She jumps a little, turns and smiles at you then returns to the film. You feel warm, a blissful feeling as your fingers trip their way over her skin. She purrs and scrunches her shoulders in quiet contentment sensing the movements without watching. Shuffling backward against you, safe, happy, yours!

yes

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